I guess sort of along the same lines that I can’t stand a lot of women…they just drive me insane sometimes. Last night I talked on yahoo with Mick (we hung out a few times and he is Billy’s off again on again ex). He told me that his current bf and him were on a break and that he was falling for Billy again.

These two are like a married couple who hate each other one week and can’t get enough of each other the next. In the end, they ultimately could end up together, but both of them are just too hot headed at times.

Well Billy even tried to set Mick and I up, and the first time we met we just sat and talked for hours. A few days later we went out for drinks, pool, and back to his place and slept together (yes like that). We haven’t seen each other much since, except at Billy’s party a few weeks ago.

Last night like I said before he told me he was falling for Billy again, which good for those two…Today Billy asks me out of the blue if I had been in a hot tub recently. First I think, is he trying to see if I want to go somewhere and hot tub. Secondly, I am thinking wtf did he hear some rumor that isn’t true about me? What was going on? I tried to ask him why he asked, and then I remembered that Mick has a hut tub.

Okay, so I go to Mick and am like (via text all of this happens), why does Billy think we hot-tubbed together? He says that Billy doesn’t….and procedes to ask Billy why I would ask something like that.

This threw Billy off the deep end…and for what? I was just trying to find out the nature of the question. He out of no where sends me these texts:

Why the fuck did you say anything to mick? God…

Ive asked you before to keep what we talk about between us. I cant trust you anymore

Um….I was a bit thrown that he would get so upset about me asking Mick (the only person I know in California with a hot tub) why in the world Billy is asking about hot tubs….

Now Billy has said that he will never send me a message again. That’s it? The only real friend I’ve made so far here won’t ever talk to me b/c I wanted to know what was up with the hot tub ? I just can’t stand gay guys sometimes…the tiniest thing sets them off.

Mick assures me that Billy will come around, but if he doesn’t in a few days, I don’t know what I am going to do…I literally was almost in tears today (great now I sound like one of the same type of guys  I am writing about) but it is very difficult to make friends for me, and to have it all gone over some innocent thing….it really huts.