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Come fly away…

Michael and I hung out the other night. He texted me that he was just getting home to shower then head to a hotel for the night near the airportĀ  where he would be taking off for the night. He asked me out to dinner, and I took him up on it. We went to a nice Mexican restaurant near the airport and he paid (despite my objections). I didn’t plan on doing anything other then going out to dinner and then dropping him off at the hotel. He was sharing the room with another flight attendant so I thought I would just drop him off.

He tells me that the other attendant is leaving at the same time we are getting there to go work a red eye, and we would have the place to ourselves. Hmmm…sounds good considering the last time we just fooled around in my car lol. We went in and said goodbye to the other flight attendant as he was leaving and started to kiss. At dinner we didn’t really hold hands or anything as we are both too shy to make the first move.

Anyway, the evening progressed from there. I helped him do a load of laundry and we went back into the hotel room and made out for what seemed like an eternity. It was so much fun and passionate. It was really intense…more then just a random hookup. We didn’t even end up having sex, although honestly we did fool around.

After finishing laundry, we decided to watch a movie and threw in The Devil Wears Prada to his Macbook. We got into bed and started to fall asleep and then started to fool around again, lol. It was so passionate…I don’t know any other way to describe it. We literally fell asleep lip locked in a kiss.

He had to be at the airport at 6am, so we woke up at 5am (yuck) and of course I drove him and dropped him off. I missed seeing him go, and he won’t be back until LATE Sunday night. We have plans to hang out on Monday or Tuesday, and have been texting each other non-stop the past few days. I sort of have a crush on him, and it seems as if he is the same way. I haven’t ever had a boyfriend before, so I don’t want to rush into putting labels on anything, but I think he is pretty close to the qualifications I look for in a guy. Plus it helps that he is super cute.

Alright I am starting to sound like a stupid school girl….

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  • Weekend Memories

    What an amazing weekend….really this past week has been simply incredible. My new look is apparently working and getting me laid without having to rely on the internet. Friday, I met up with Facebook guy (#1) and his friend from San Diego. We are at Boy Bar and chilling out….I have been talking to this really cute guy for a while who is a flight attendant. We hadn’t met up, but I was coming back from the bathroom and there I saw him….I didn’t know he was going to be there. We were talking earlier in the night and his roomie was trying to get him to come out to The Castro.

    It was amazing…I saw him and he saw me pretty much at the same time. His name was Michael…and we hit it off right away…We ran outside downstairs and Facebook guy (#1) was there…yikes…well we hadn’t made anything official so it was okay. He was going with his friend to Pink anyway, and it is $15 cover there, and I didn’t want to leave really. We said goodnight for the evening.

    Michael and I went back upstairs and talked and made out the rest of the night. We went back to my car and had every intention of going back to his place, but started going at each other in the car right there…It was a lot of fun, and we talk every day when he is out of the area flying around. I can’t wait to hang out with him again.

    I went to bed with a huge smile on my face….Michael and I totally clicked and it was awesome to finally meet him.

    Saturday was pretty boring…I went out to The Mix but ended up calling it an early night.

    Sunday…well Sunday. I went out to lunch with Facbook guy (#2 aka Dustin). He is a musician and has a great thin frame. We had lunch in The Castro then went back to his place….we talked earlier about taking things slowly on the first date. We watched some tv and he turned the futon from couch to bed and we got down to our boxers and took a nap and rubbed each others bodies.

    After the relaxing nap with him, I got a text from a guy I had been talking to off and on from A4A. He lives right next to The Bar on Castro, so I went over there and he fucked me.

    I went downstairs to The Bar afterwords for a few drinks…planning on making it another early night. When out of the corner of my eye I spot this insanely hot guy. He was 22, about 5′10″ well built (semi-muscular), AMAZING ASS, etc. He was with a few guys but we locked eyes a few times. I saw the guys he was with leave, and was sad to see him go. I had another beer then went to 440 for some cheaper beers. Along the way, I saw him chilling out the sidewalk. We locked eyes as I was going into 440 and shortly after he was in there and brushed me as he walked by.

    I finally saw him alone, so went up to talk to him (let’s call him X). We got to know each other a little bit. He kept telling me that I was so hot, and I kept saying that no he was so hot. I began to suck on his ear lobe a bit…and he whispers that if I don’t stop that he might just have to fuck me. oOo. Things heat up and we are stroking each others cock with our hands down each others pants right there in the bar.

    Then he goes off and starts talking to the guys he was with…and this other guy comes up (a bit taller and heavyset) and starts hugging on him, etc. X comes back and is hanging all over me for a while, then goes and talks to his friends. The other guy comes up to me and is like, “did you just meet him here?” I say, ” what is it to you?” He tells me that X is going home with him, blah blah blah.

    I tell X this when he comes back to me and he explains that the guy who said that is just some jackass, but he is there with his boyfriend (who is prob in his 40’s), and it is complicated. So, I go and start to work up the boyfriend, because honestly I wanted to get with X so badly as this point. X’s boyfriend and I hit it off, and we all decide shortly after to go for some pizza then go home. They keep asking me if I am going home with them… I am like sure.

    We head towards their house, which I later learn is in Redwood City…a good long drive from The Castro. We get home and go to the bedroom. The boyfriend is in bed with us, but not really doing much to me…more just touching X, etc. A little strange but it didn’t matter X was so hot nekkid.

    He apparently doesn’t get to top ….EVER…with his boyfriend….so he was quite excited as throughout the night I was telling him that he could fuck me….We go out at and it is quite passionate. He fucked me for a while, then I fucked him ….and let me say that when I said he had an amazing ass…I REALLY meant it….omg. We both finished with him fucking me on my back, and shooting his load on my face and stomach at the same time as I shot….it was intense and passionate.

    We both ran off and took a shower, and fell asleep for the night. Well that is until the 5 or 6 times I woke up in the middle of the night and started jerking him. Finally in the morning we went at it again, this time for less time, as I had to leave, and while his boyfriend was in the shower. I was about 30 minutes late to work today, but oh man it was so worth it.

    Oh…and yes to MrGayPortland28 I did use protection with each and every guy I was with this weekend.

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  • Redemption

    I am not sure if that is the right term that I should use to title this post, but hey I’m feeling pretty damn good right about now. Over the past 2 days I have met up with 2 guys who I met when I first moved to the area and didn’t have the best experiences with.

    The first guy, Preston he and I talked for a while when I first moved here and were so excited about meeting. We met at his place and planned to spend the night there. We did, we made out and I ended up blowing him once that night, and again in the morning…but after that we didn’t talk.

    The second guy is a pretty big muscular guy who has a HUGE 8″ VERY THICK cock and was a total top. When I went to his place a long time ago we talked for a few minutes but he was like, sorry dude just not into it.

    Well over the past 2 days these two guys contacted me on one of the online m4m sites that I am on, and we started talking. I recognized Preston, but not this other guy (at first…I sort of remembered him later on). Preston and I now are about the same body type, but back when we first met I was heavier, etc.

    Well Preston asks me to come over to his place 2 days ago….I do and he sort of remembers me, but not completely. I kept saying, yeah you look familiar too, but didn’t let on that we had met before. We talked for a while then started making out. We ended up fucking and it was amazing. I really felt comfortable with him and even took off my shirt which I almost never do. We ordered in and watched some tv then went at it again after dinner. Had an amazing time with him and he and I have been talking ever since. We were talking about hanging out yesterday, but I didn’t get his message to hang out till it was too late….oh well.

    Well, I did have someone to hang out with last night….2 someones. The first was the muscle guy with the huge cock. We talked online for a bit, he invited me over…I came over and we started going at it. Again, this guy didn’t recognize me, but with my new look it felt good to get his approval…and his amazing well u get it. He pounded me for quite sometime and it felt a lot better then I thought it would considering his pretty big size. We finished up and I took off to go meet my Facebook guy.

    The Facebook guy and I started talking yesterday ironically, and I don’t remember where I saw him but I friend requested him and he accepted. We started emailing thru FB and decided we wanted to hang out for some beers, etc. I headed out to where he lives and we went to a local dive bar for a few drinks. Walked down the road a bit and had some tacos and a full pitcher of margaritas which we barely finished 1/2 of. It was some really good conversation and I had a blast hanging out with him. I drove him back to his place a few blocks away and we went inside for a bit. We kissed a little bit. He has a friend coming in from San Diego tonight, and the three of us are going to hang out in the Castro tonight…then crash at his friends hotel room in Union Square.

    So…that is my story of redemption or something along those lines….I have to say I am totally enjoying looking better and more attractive and having fun with some cute guys. I don’t know what will happen with Facebook guy tonight, but who knows…he just got out of a long relationship and I don’t want to rush anything.

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  • First date

    fuck on first dateBeing that I am not really out, this past weekend I had my first real date with a guy. In the end I wouldn’t say it was officially called a date by either party, but it was very much implied. We were going to see an evening movie, but since he lives with his parents (he’s 20), they wanted him home during daylight to do some yard work. The movie ended up being a 2:30pm show time instead, and nothing really went the way I thought.

    First I met him at the theater, and he got out of his car. He was not really much how he described himself, which lead me to finally understand the reason he “only had 1 picture.”

    Here is a not to guys new to the world of hooking up/dating/etc online….ALL guys have more then one picture and if they say they don’t they are either A) really closeted and a nervous Nancy who somehow thinks you might know someone who knows someone who knows him or B) lying out their ass.

    The guys in category A will typically use the keyword “discrete” among others. Like I was saying, when I saw him, I was immediately turned off. I was already at the theater, and there was no backing out now, so I decided to continue, but I hoped that he wouldn’t try anything. We saw Juno, and the movie was pretty good. The crowd on the other hand was terrible. There were about 15 teenage girls in the back row (one row behind us) that would not stop cackling the entire movie. Also, there was a women in her late 40’s with a gentleman who also talked nearly the entire movie.

    I got up three times, the first to literally walk up there and tell the girls to, “SHUT UP!” The second and third I told management (or what seemed to be) that they needed to shut these hens up. No one ever came in to confront them, and I ended walking away with 4 free passes after the movie for my trouble.

    Afterwards his dad called and he had to run off, which was perfectly fine with me, since I really didn’t want to spend any more time with him.

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    After that I hopped online and met up with a guy who lives a block and a half away from me. He came over and I can honestly say that I have never been fucked that long, and well ever. I have been fucked longer once when I first moved to the city, this guy with a HUGE 9 inch cock plowed my ass for what seemed like forever. Coincidently, that 9-incher guy literally said afterwards, “I thought I would properly welcome you to San Francisco.” Oh boy did he. The 1 1/2 block away guy and I talked for a while before and afterwards, so hopefully he will be back over for seconds. And yes the pics above and below this part of this post are the guy from just down the street.

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    That was around (let me check my Twitter for verification) 10pm that he came over. We then emailed for a while afterwards on email as well. I was cruising around CL after that and ended up talking with about 6 people at the same time…two of which had 2 guys there that wanted to fool around.

    Billy, you may remember him from my Twitter posts, spent the night over my place in my bed about a week ago. He had just come back from a sex party outside of the city, and didn’t feel much like fooling around any more. His boyfriend got back into the country Friday after being gone for a while, so he has been “busy” the past few days. Anyway, Billy and I have become somewhat of friends. It is great to have someone to talk about my experiences, etc with.

    btm guyHe told me about one of the group of 2 guys. He said that one was a complete ass, and didn’t know much about the other. These were the 2 guys I was about to have over….so I decided against it. This really cute bottom boi decided to stop over after going to see another guy. He called me before and after the other guy, which lasted all of maybe 10 minutes.

    He then drove over to my place and we went for about 2 hours. He said it well worth the drive and very sensual. We certainly had a good time, and he was right, it was very sensual. He really enjoyed having his ear lobe sucked…drove him completely wild. BTW that is him in the picture to the left.

    He event texted me all the way home about how great of a time he had, etc. It is rare that I get to top, but I really enjoy it when I get the chance. He made mention of a next time, so we will see. I really enjoyed him, but he does have a nearly beard now, which I wasn’t so keen on.

    Well that is how my first date when, and the hours following it. No hooking up on Sunday I was too busy with other things. I just emailed the guy down the road a little bit ago to see what his plans are like tonight….;-)

    P.S. Always use condoms when engaging in sexual intercourse, I do.

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